Road gets narrower

Self restraint
Angry
Why me?

My choice
Path i choose
Whatever path

Self restraint
Or not

Either has
Challenges
Joys
Neither perfect

Grass will always appear greener
At somepoint on the path
Whichever path i take
No way is perfect
No way is easy

Which way will bring
The greater good
Do the most service

Am i being a victim
Am i a volunteer
Am i a martyr
Am i being natural

All questions
Which are comming up
As i take the spiritual path
Which appears to be Gods will
And experience a strong sense
Of justified selfcentred wanting
Opportunity given....

They say the closer you get to God
The louder the devil shouts...

Well he is cunning baffling and powerful
He knows my weaknesses

Grrr !!