Anniversary has come & gone
day at a time
Doing whats in front of me
Keep on, keeping on
Life will mean something at last.
The most satisfactory years of your existence lie ahead. P152
self centred fear that something bad would happen after so much gratitude
Things will happen whether am grateful or not
Fear is a red herring my head throws at me every so often
it brings self pity & misery
Grateful for the ordinary, its taking a little getting used to
page ref Alcoholics Anonymous "big book"