I find Written Step10's
show my willingness
to be still and accept who is God
and spend quality time unloading
so the sunlight can flood in
Spending time Writing
takes effort and humility
Spot checks are essential
and do very real good
However i can twist and
Choose to be selective
writing is what brings about real relation with HP/universe/heart/god
which in turn brings about
very real change
I find
my will in line with Gods
in Gods time
He is very patient
Thankfully
Step 10's
Help me see the truth
Save me my job
Give me better perspective
See my defects
Help me grow
Help me change
Help me move on
Help me let go
Help me see what i am doing
Help me see what i am not doing
Look at things from an other angle
See that i can always do better
See deeper insights
Leave space for grace
Thank God for Step 10
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Sunday, August 01, 2010
Amazed before we are half way through...
I cant believe whats going on
with and for me at the moment
Things had started a stirring in me
before I went to Greece
and I did a workshop
on singing
a cappella
and now
I cant stop singing
and am having lessons
trying out choirs
created a youtube
having fun...
And also
some very old scars
are beginning to heal
its almost like
finding my singing voice
and singing my heart out
is healing me of things
which have remained silent
and stifled for so long
I have had rather intensly honest
discussions with my sponsor
and with God
and its all healing
Step 5 is only the beginning
I even had an intensly honest
conversation with my manager
regarding a work point
which again I have been unable
to shift out of a habit
which others seem to find easy
God seems to do what I cannot do for myself
It seems he performs
spiritual surgery
exactly when he wants
and I am going through some
amazing changes
inside and outside of me
just applied for a new position at work
the only one who doesnt think I'll get it
is me? I dont know if I want it?
because I dont really know what it entails
yet everyone else seems to think I am doing most
of it allready... bizarre
Anyway
see what happens
That Greek island
does amazing things to me
thats twice now
open mind
open heart
willingness
to let Gods extraordinary Power
flood in
Amazing Love
Amazing Grace
:)
with and for me at the moment
Things had started a stirring in me
before I went to Greece
and I did a workshop
on singing
a cappella
and now
I cant stop singing
and am having lessons
trying out choirs
created a youtube
having fun...
And also
some very old scars
are beginning to heal
its almost like
finding my singing voice
and singing my heart out
is healing me of things
which have remained silent
and stifled for so long
I have had rather intensly honest
discussions with my sponsor
and with God
and its all healing
Step 5 is only the beginning
I even had an intensly honest
conversation with my manager
regarding a work point
which again I have been unable
to shift out of a habit
which others seem to find easy
God seems to do what I cannot do for myself
It seems he performs
spiritual surgery
exactly when he wants
and I am going through some
amazing changes
inside and outside of me
just applied for a new position at work
the only one who doesnt think I'll get it
is me? I dont know if I want it?
because I dont really know what it entails
yet everyone else seems to think I am doing most
of it allready... bizarre
Anyway
see what happens
That Greek island
does amazing things to me
thats twice now
open mind
open heart
willingness
to let Gods extraordinary Power
flood in
Amazing Love
Amazing Grace
:)
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