and I realised I have PMT
so I am forgiven!
RAAR!
and i'm NOT going to inflict you
with fake self pity
brought on by hornmones
a freudian slip i am going to leave in! :)
restraint of tonge and groove
not shouting my head off
wanting to cry
I am tired
restless
discontented
oh yeh i wrote a cheque for a
rather large sum
so I am no longer as richer fool as I was
yet my greed is still clinging on I can feel it
I have had workmen in my house
last 2 days
found another fault
and another created itself!?
all fixable another time
but I HAVE HEAT right now... late evening
not just up until mid morning!
Exam yesterday... glad we have resits
essay to finish
work tomorrow
away 2 evenings conference starting tomorrow night!
and I have to dress up
this is where you grin!
this is where i have to show myself
the just for today card in my face!
and REALLY dress becomingly for work
for one evening a year!
I know it will be good fun
but this is the bit I have to force myself
once its on and i'm there
i'll be fine! infact i'll have a "ball"!
experience tells me so
so shaddup head!
or i'll grow my mullet hair back
like the sax player
on here!!
I forgot I had a label for PMT
should use it more
it will probably be very well used!
see ya!
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4 comments:
PMT...is that something like ODAT?
Keep up the good work, it becomes you,
Johno.
Peace! That's the only message I can think of this late in the day.
Steve E.
Roping in the hormones can be dicey. Sounds like you have a lot to do this week. Hormones too will ebb.
have a dressed up pic for FB so I can see?
And who is the guy? Did you say but I missed it somehow?
love youxxxxooooo
O, what a good laugh I had with your slip "hornmones." My "hornmones" ran my life in my 20s-40s. Dealing with that is a big part of sobriety, but it wasn't discussed in my treatment. Maybe that's changed...at least I hope it has.
I absolutely know what you mean about dressing up and the dread, but once you are at the function it all goes well. I hope you had a good time.
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