Saturday, July 30, 2005

S8 the most dribbled on step

how much more time am i gonna put aside to do this ? I sit to write & get absolutely nothing, I cant even look at it without a huge wave of tiredness coming all over me. I go to look, and fall asleep on it for I dont know how long.

Disease - strong in me it is.

Use the force Luke

Step8 the most dribbled on step

4 comments:

Trudging said...

What does your sponser say about it?

Anne said...

thanks for your comment on my blog - I don't know much about the AA but I checked this step out - maybe the first person you need to make amends to is yourself - this must be a hugely difficult step to deal with and your feeling stuck must be reflecting that. Have you come across Motivational Interviewing? The people who use this have a phrase "rolling with resistance" - being stuck is part of the process. Maybe just easing off on yourself will allow you to move forward with it. And Dialectical Behavioural Therapy has "Opposite Action" - so maybe not allowing yourself to begin this step just yet will allow you to begin it! Humans are contrary creatures - use it! Best wishes with this and hope I have not been too much of a nag on this!

johno said...

My sponsor said "pray for the willingness and the power to carry it out" So thats what I gotta do

johno said...

Anne, thanks, all helpful, I checked out a couple of websites.
No nagging atall