Though the individual does not understand or know how to do something, he or she does recognize the deficit, without yet addressing it.
here's where I am at in week 2 semester 2
Listening to a lecture
what the 'uck are you talking about
I am NEVER going to get this! (Like i know anything about the future)
even the little bit I knew about this subject
doesnt even seem to make sense any more!!
Old thinking would be
I have no chance AND
obviously EVERYONE ELSE
I am rubbish
I am NEVER going to get it...
Today, I know that I am EXACTLY
wher I am supposed to be
and if i wanted reassurance
which I dont today
cos MY OWN EXPERIENCE
what I feel today
Is all part of the process
Keep on keeping on
there are 12 steps in the AA programme
there are 12 weeks in the seminar
keep turning up
even if you THINK its not happeneing as it should
do the work and let go!
Four stages of Competence
I am at stage 2
Which means just incase I wasnt sure
there is hope!
as long as I keep on doing the work
Once again... I am just a text book case!
Lots a love