Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentines - and Conscious Incompetence (Stage 2)

Conscious incompetence
Though the individual does not understand or know how to do something, he or she does recognize the deficit, without yet addressing it.

here's where I am at in week 2 semester 2
Listening to a lecture
thinking
what the 'uck are you talking about
I am NEVER going to get this! (Like i know anything about the future)
and
even the little bit I knew about this subject
doesnt even seem to make sense any more!!

Old thinking would be
I have no chance AND
obviously EVERYONE ELSE
gets it!!
I am rubbish
I am NEVER going to get it...

Today, I know that I am EXACTLY
wher I am supposed to be
and if i wanted reassurance
which I dont today
cos MY OWN EXPERIENCE
shows me...
what I feel today
Is all part of the process

Keep on keeping on
there are 12 steps in the AA programme
there are 12 weeks in the seminar
keep turning up
even if you THINK its not happeneing as it should
do the work and let go!

Four stages of Competence
I am at stage 2
Which means just incase I wasnt sure
there is hope!
as long as I keep on doing the work

Wikipedia

Badminton Model

Changing Minds

Business Model

Once again... I am just a text book case!
Thank fully

Happy Valentines
Lots a love
Mwah

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Rhonda said...

Happy Valentines Day to you too!

Shadow said...

i hope you had a super wonderful valentine's day!!!

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Syd said...

Johno, I've been where you are many times. Gone down a path in which I think that everyone gets it but me. But I've gotten where I am by being willing--willing to learn, to try, to listen, to work. You are willing.